Heaven Sent
As the wings of butterflies, your hope caresses hearts,
The innocence within thy words sweetens the lies,
And he who crosses your path falls to his knees,
Demanding some comfort, some innocence, some help
And when he comes will you save his soul?
Will you extend your wings, and fall to your knees
Pulling his hands in your hands, his lips on your cheek?
Will you help him stand tall, with him tainted and all?
As the blessing of sunrays you light up the life
Of the cursed man who stands in your grace,
You lift his spirits when you giggle and smile
And you taint his soul when you cry.
With radiant wings and pulling his strings
You will save his soul from the fires,
And his heart you have saved from the devil,
You brilliant soul, is unchanged.
Fine
A gun to my head and you ask if I’m fine,
Give me a reason to not blow my mind
So tired of fighting, this isn’t fair,
Maybe in a month or two this will all blow away,
Just see the anger stain the world like blood on the wall.
My finger starts trembling and the trigger cries out…
The stains on the wall drip to the ground,
And I could tell you the reason behind all of this,
I don’t ask permission, but I did seek forgiveness…
You come by to ask if I’m fine,
There’s fear on your face at the blood you found dry
Sorry my dear, I had to escape,
Your hard words and attitude pushed me over the edge…
I’m gone now. Look at the evidence…
Tell me, who’ll take the blame for my mistake?
Warning
Your fascination with this kind is quite unusual.
Do you think that if the moment came, you’d be the one
To stop us all from hurting you? I think not.
I do believe however that the moment comes too soon
And all you silent idiots will crumble to the ground.
You’re not as strong as you think,
And we’re quite dangerous.
Quit this silly game and grow some brains…
Trust me, darling human…
Stay away.
Temptation
Do you enjoy being the underdog,
A selfless nothing that things too much?
Do think that maybe something else
Is hiding around the bend?
Come dear child, put your hand in mine,
Show me the sweet desire you do possess…
Maybe one day, you and I shall rule
This stupid world we walk today.
Trust me, child, I know much more than you,
I have walked the earth for centuries, and then
When the moment comes, and the time is right,
You blood shall serve as sweet deliciousness.
Tell me child, are you afraid yet?
Are you terrified of something you possess?
If not, come take my hand…
Allow me to lead you to the underworld.
The Rest of Your Life
For the rest of your life I will stand by your side,
Fight through the terror that harms you each night.
I promise you this, my dear little one
I’ll sit by your bedside until the demons are gone.
Allow me to push you behind me this time,
And allow me to fight in your place.
I promise, my dear I can pull them apart,
And ensure you are safe at my side.
From the Inside Out
Tell me about your dreams, your fantasies…
I wanna know the quickest way I can get to you,
Tell me all about your fears, what sickens you…
This is your night, tonight.
Are you afraid of monsters, blood and death,
Or puppies and getting your neck licked…
Teeth sunk deep within your flesh,
And pain escaping through your lips.
Tell me what you fear, and why you’re terrified,
Please allow me to set up shop in your mind.
With your will or against your wish,
I will intrude and know your secrets.
Save me the trouble, and save me the pain…
It’s time for me to show you the other side…
I’m invincible, I am not seen nor heard,
But I am deadly. From the inside out.
Sick of This
Do you shiver when you see me coming,
A smile on my face as I blink away the pain
Push the needle deep within my vein
And stand next to you clutching to a blade?
Do you smile when you see me stumble
Fall on broken glass and over hot coals,
Crawl my way though the darkened room
For a place to rest me head?
Do you tremble when you hear me yell,
My muscles twitching hard against my velvet skin,
And as I rip though the flesh from within,
I fight my urge to slap my hand onto your face?
Do you like playing with your porcelain dolls,
Your fucking life's a fucking lie,
And do you think that arrogance would save your sin
As I expose the stupid fake within.
Smile all you wish, your love is just like glass,
Fragile and plain, without a drop of class.
Does it hurt to look in his eyes and know
You conjured up the strength to let me go.
I'm glad you found the one to complete your half,
I would be happier if he sucked your face someplace else.
Because with all due respect, darling one
I'm not the only one with this problem.
You changed so fucking much, and that's my issue here,
You used to love to spend some time together,
Now your heart is ice, the vampire within,
Son of a bitch, he changed my sunny butterfly.
I'm venting and I'm cursing and I'm punching walls,
Swallowing the words, so I don't spit them up
Into those gorgeous eyes, both chocolate and blood,
And I should know the road I walk alone.
Have no fear, not that you would.
I found someone else to soothe my soul,
She knows what she does, and just what I am,
And flirts like nothing else could harm her.
An angel so delightful and strong, my dear blonde
Walks in front of me then turns to watch me watch her,
And I would hold her tighter than I already do,
But I wouldn't fucking insult you that way.
Not Alone
I'm stunned and hurt at how you spend your days,
Fading away like colors in the constant sunshine.
I'm stunned at how you cry your nights,
Alone inside the darkness of your bedroom.
Why do you chose to stand alone,
And face the winter all on your own?
Why keep refusing to see the ending?
Live again in the daylight.
I'm standing by your bedside again,
And your breathing is labored tonight.
Your rapid eye movement pulls me together,
Your breath alone pulls me inside.
Why do you chose to close your eyes
And shut out the world we built,
I promised you joyful attraction,
And I gave you it, have I not?
I'm holding you tighter another night,
You're cold and you seem terrified,
Maybe now you'll believe me,
You're not alone baby girl.
Am I
Am I the one who is to stand by your side,
And watch you be happy in someone else’s arms?
Am I supposed to smile at the audacity
He has to kiss those rosy lips in front of me?
Am I the one who has to hear complaints
And ignore the fact that I too have needs?
Am I the rock beneath that foot of yours
The one you walk all over without protests?
Am I the toy you play within your sleep
When he’s the one you want be held by?
What am I now, my dearest girl?
How much longer will you torture me?
The Ultimate Guardian
Have you ever looked in the mirror to see a stranger look back?
His pale eyes and his hair obsidian black,
His long hands and his torturous mind,
Did you see him beg to be forgotten behind?
Of course not, not all men look like this…
Those lucky bastards their heart doesn’t hiss!
Puncture marks left on innocent necks,
Would you believe I am one with the beast?
I don’t know my purpose in life,
I don’t know why I am alive…
I don’t even know if I am a guide,
But let the little Fu**ers arrive,
I am the ultimate guardian.
