Here Without You

My lonely mind wonders again towards you…
Dreaming of you all the time, never getting old…
Feeling you in my arms with each steady breath… I can smell you.
Still cannot wrap my mind around how far away you are from me…
I’m here without you, stuck in a paradise world, all empty and meaningless…
How much longer must I endure the torture of these miles that come between us,
Finally coming home to you shall be a great gift to myself.
Still terrified of loving, you’d be my first, my only angel…
Dreaming again of how your cheek would fit perfectly in my white palms,
Swearing on the life of my own heart that not a day goes by without my mind wondering back to you.
My lonely heart stops beating and missing you over and over again,
Dreaming of how good you’d look in my arms, perfectly fitted, I was made for you.
Here without you baby, but still closer than you might think…

What I need

You are now as you once were, so stunning and so lovely,

A sweet, intoxicating flavor that seems to call me.

And I am now, as I was then, your loyal servant,

For now I love as I then loved, and I was dormant.

I am yours and you are his, and I have known so much,

For in my darkest moments, love, I have craved your touch.

I may remember who you were, or I may forget,

But loving you is the one thing I will not regret.

I crave your touch, and love, and taste, I crave your body heat,

Because in life or death, my dear, you are just what I need.