Goodbye

I sit here in this corner on your second day of school,
You said you'll take a nap before you do your work.
I hurt you so much today; my anger is not yours
So please forgive me, darling angel, I do apologize.

You lay in bed so sleepily, your eyes run through the dream,
The room is cold and I am here, to make sure you're okay.
I see your pain, I hear your cry and I know what to do
I'm pretty sure some time to heal, would do us wonders, me and you.

Such pretty eyes, a chocolate brown, and skin as bright as ivory,
Two ruby lips and blood red hair to frame that pretty face
So strong yet fragile, maybe soon I will just understand,
My ethical illusions should not be seen by man.

Take care of her, my lucky charm; she is my precious jewel,
One day I will be back for her and I'll take care of you.
Till then, however, Dan should do, and while he's out there's Damian,
My brother's future soon began and I must see to it.

The 'lies' and such were not made up; I do belong to Italy,
My brother Sam and mother, mean everything to me,
My little angel, please believe I have no other choice,
I will come back one day, I swear. And I will hold you.

Darling sister, understand this is the right thing to do,
I love you all so very much but I am hurting you.
She will be happy, you all will, my 3 little darling girls,
Believe me when I swear to you, I have no other choice.

The men will be kept safe, I swear, but from a certain distance,
Your lover will be well looked after I think he needs me this time.
You have the angel, Damian. He will take care of you,
I need to do some growing up, I swear to you I do.

I locked your phone so you can sleep, but it shall ring too soon,
I have to leave all this behind, I must be mad, I know!
Today's lunch had gone too far, and I know I hurt you two,
But this dead heart of mine will always beat for Jewel.

I'll leave the ring in the same box, all ductaped shut,
I never lied when I said I loved her, as I never lied to you.
Give all of them back to her, she now has learned the truth,
I stand by my decision, and I'll still look after you.

Might spend some time on distant stars, gathering powder, then
Return to earth and sprinkle them inside her dreams, again.
I'll miss you all so very much, this is the right decision,
I will be back before too long, but now I'm on a mission.

Goodbye my dears, my little ones, you all be safe, you hear?
Damian, look after them until I shall appear.
Life is not waiting, it's not forever, a life I might not have,
I need a break from loving doves that walk so 'hand in hand'.

Farewell, my darlings, don't be sad, this is the right decision,
I know for sure I shall return, just give me some few minutes.
Maybe one day you shall forgive me, I do not aim to hurt,
Soon I shall return to you, I promise little ones.

-Love and tears,
Dean S.

P.S: Oh, darling Sparkle don't forget that you and I are bound. We're both as one.